Okay, Tomorrow is the day....

After the mix up last week I had a few days to forget about things and try to do some normal stuff.  We went to the movies, rode our bikes, went on walks, went to the park with friends.  It was all nice and helped me get my mind of off tomorrow.  

I am back to where I was last Wednesday.  So many emotions.  I am happy to be moving on with the next step, but also scared to be moving on.  It's the unknown.  Chemo, I know how to do, but surgery and radiation, that's new.  Anyone who knows me knows that I don't like to do stuff that I am not good at and I don't like the unknown.  I am sure it's hard to be bad at surgery and radiation, but still, I don't know how it all works, so I really don't know how to do it.  

I know it all will be fine.  It will be hard, but it will be fine.  

A few weeks ago we had our pictures taken. Tonight I got the final copies.  What a way for me to end my day and start tomorrow.  I am so grateful for this:

And this:

And especially this:

Thank you Daisy Palafox for taking these amazing pictures!
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