On Tuesday I had to go get an infusion for osteoperosis due to the chemo meds and menopause.
This was my first time back in the chemo suite in almost a year and let me tell you I had all the feels. The day didn't start great. I was dealing with side effects from my Nerlynx so I already wasn't feeling good.
As the day progressed I just had more and more anxiety and uneasiness. I really wasn't sure why. Last time I got this infusion I was really sick the next day so I thought may be that was it. Just dreading being sick and trying to double up on fluids to prevent it.
But as I walked down the hallway I realized that was just part of it. My body has no good memories of the chemo suite.
